Uncontrollable!!

Hey friends... it is easy to break up but it's not easy to live after the break up.... at the start i thought i can do it easily.... but u know, when i m free every time i think about her... every joke that we shared... every moments we shared... every piece of gossip, we closely absorbed reminds me about her.... and when anybody ask about her, it's too hard to control feelings....
yesterday she was wandering in my thoughts, i was helpless and was desperately in need of her... then my roommate helped me.
Now i thinks if she really loved me then she should at least contact once after the break up.... but she doesn't contact me that means she is okay with this break up.....and I am the only loser...that night I was unable to sleep... and again my friends help me...
friends it is too difficult to control to control the feelings.... anyway now I am controlled.... and i thinks that i should rely on my own decision.... because this decision is good for everyone... not only for mr but for her too
But i am going to one more thing... i am going to contact one of her close friends... and i will say her to take care off her... because at this time she is in need of a person.... and guys u know why i am doing so
WHatever had been happened between us... my heart will always think about her... i will not show this love to her... and i am not going to break this time.... but in the deep core of the heart i still care about her.... i know this fact but i will have to do stop my feelings....for the welfare of ourselves.... What a strange connection it is!!

Friends... uncontrollable feelings

see u soon

Break up

The condition of a broken heart... what more to say!!!

All the friends advised not to fall in love but the heart never listened to mind.. sab kuch janne k baad bhi ye dil nahi sunta....

Last night she told me that the relationship between us is fake... she was playing with my emotions... all that happens in between us was a big lie..... all the meetings all the gossips till the morning...... every meeting, all the secret chattings was just a little bit of entertainment for her... and i was a fool who fell in love .... my heart is not accepting this

Everything in the last eight months is flashing in my mind.. the gossip she did secretly after unplugging the all the telephone cords except the one, the late night talking till the operator permits (Balance factor), the conversation between her brother regarding our relationship, her brothers' denial, coming back into my life, all the sentimental moments, the Tears, First meet at the bus station, hitting at her shoulder due to my mistake, lift to the station and escaping from the station telling a lie, 2 hrs drive on a strange path which i considered the best in my life,then last meeting at her coaching place... everything is flashing in my mind.... how she can tell it so easily? May be she is right

But my heart will never accept it